shenaniganing

people say that u should not share ur goals publicly. there is (allegedly) even scientific research backing this up or Something

i am not one to argue with the experts!!

unfortunately, however, i do stupid non-science-backed things all the time.. i like to overshare on the internet.. and i looooove me some dopamine #Yay

before u tell me to pick a struggle, i regret to inform u of a final (and perhaps the most devastating) fact: i am definitely maybe the most chalant person alive..

i Care Too Much about what people think of me and i am Scared of disappointing them. thus.. my life is quite disproportionately driven by shame.. #LAME!! (i am working on it..)

but also. in the meantime.. what better way is there to work on myself.. blergh.. than to capitalize on one of my biggest fears.. maximize extrinsic motivation.. and crowd source some sort of accountability for all the shenanigans i want to get up to.. than thru the most effective medium i will ever ever know.. Passive (AND/OR) Aggressive E-mails!!

this will be very good for me, i think.

very scientific source: me and the initial version of this slightly sinister site that i made in 2022.. which has since been lost to time. and to a lapsed domain #realonesknow

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